Tuesday 14 July 2009

Fly away

Leaving one's country always causes, I suppose, mixed emotions. On one hand, I'm sad that I'm leaving the shores of the country that I've always called home, though I've not been proud about it at times (that happens to most citizens all over the world, I guess). I'll definitely miss the sight of familiar faces and places. On the other hand, I'm looking forward to what I think will be a new life for me, a new beginning, a fresh start. A fresh start implies getting rid of one's past baggage (to a reasonable extent, the extent being entirely subjective and personal), and that can not only be unnerving at times, but also painfully difficult. Yet, this is what I feel I must do, and this is what I'll strive to do, if I have to have any chance of reviving my sagging career, my not-so-inspiring life. My personal credo can do with some updates, the old patterns of thought and behaviour being contradictory, sometimes, to my core beliefs. Knowing that never fails to make me squirm, and I hope I can successfully get rid of those mental cobwebs.

Who knows, as a result of those changes that I'll work on, this blog might even get a bit more interesting to read!

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